research

yesterday i spent the day with aaryn and bro bro cj...went swimming and gave cj "the talk" lmao...well not quite but dang near, hung w. the fam...the whole shabang!

so me and aaryn have been doin a little bit of research...there are two malls [no forever 21], no black people [on myspace that go to my school], they dress five years prior than what we wear now [not good!!!]...so you kno what this means right??? 1) buy clothes BEFORE i get there. 2) hang w. bria & larry every weekend 3) find some attractive black boys in the area 4) make sure not to get caught up in the urban wear.

okay i know i sound superficial but these are crucial times in a teenage girl's highschool years. i have to survive somehow. o and i figured out that i can use the fone between 8-11 [txting wise] i would have to be up a little bit later to talk on the fone because supposedly it doesn't cost that much for long distance phone calls. i have to keep in touch with the friends as well as the cuties or else what am i gonna come back to on breaks??? i need something if north carolina can't provide.

and the school has a veryyy strict dress code. i say they just give us uniform and be done with it. that means i have to go out and buy polo's and turtle necks along with oxford shirts with slacks and dress shoes or ...i hate to say it...birkenstocks!!! ugh. although i will admit i used to want them back in the wildwood days when i wanted to be a hippie..then i figured out what weed was. =/ can you say live above the influence??

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for the past 30 minutes i have been searching for new books that i have to buy and this is utterly ridiculous. i'm taking the same classes yet i have to buy all new books except for ONE! how stupid is that??? the only good thing besides my best friend bria moving there w. her bf, is that they have a dance studio and an art studio...they have a dance team..but i'm a little skeptical on how my dancing is compared to there's on hip hop level lol and i still have to choose my sixth period...wonder what it'll be. it's between photography and art. probably will choose photography although i do want to better my skills in the drawing department. well whatever it is, it better be a good program.

it's like i'm coping with the fact that we're moving but whenever my mom talks about it i get all angry. i guess my philosophy or logic on it all is okay yes i can accept it, but that doesn't mean i have to talk about it. i can't show any excitement [trust me i'm not] or else she'll think it's okay to talk about the situation.


...that dog better be cute cuz it'll be my only friend.