devastating

so on Aug. 11, 2008. I found out the most devastating news i could ever think of. I'm moving...OUT OF STATE!!!!! leaving all of my friends, my school, hometown, everything and everywhere i know in this state is what i'm about to leave in 3 weeks. It felt so surreal. I didn't think it was true. I thought "this must be a joke, or a major dream cuz this seriously can not be happening." my best friends are here, the one's i confide in most, my job is here, where i get my money from, the hottest parties are here, where I get it jerk lmao, the beach is here, where i've had some of the greatest memories at, hollywood and glamour is here, where the latest fashion in the U.S. [besides NY] come from, the celebrities are here, where you see random people and the most random places. i'm trying to make the most of it but i know this is going to be a rough transition. me and aaryn play it off like i'm visiting every weekend, but we both know the truth. we both know all our connection is, is the telephone, myspace, and letters. i've lost people before and although i keep in touch with them, its not the same as seeing them in person almost everyday. especially your best friend/your sister. its going to be hard to break that bond apart. we were supposed to help each other survive this school year w. all the new changes. and this new change does not help at all.