update

He estado de embalaje para los últimos dos días, preparándose para entrar en la nueva casa. i anoche fue hasta 4 a.m. til bien esta mañana, la lectura dessen Sarah sólo escuchar. todavía no se hizo y fue muy difícil de dejar, pero les encanta su trabajo. Le recomiendo sus libros. es el único que he leído se esta canción de cuna (sooo good) de lo que has visto me lo mencionan en puestos anteriores y la que estoy leyendo actualmente. i hoy probablemente tiene que terminar el movimiento y en una hora o así que estoy como voluntario para una campaña de horas de servicio. just thought I'd actualización, ya que es básicamente imágenes sido por estos últimos meses. He estado tan ocupado con la escuela y aplicaciones de la universidad, simplemente no puede seguir el ritmo.

Jess xoxo

- Re foto superior-se-Oct 22
- sesión de fotos-oct. 17
- perdí mi chaqueta de cuero (¿dónde estás?)
- Se visten Homecoming (zapatos y accesorios necesidad)
- Fecha de regreso a casa (s) lol-Sierra & Cory yayy
- SAT fueron el pasado sábado
- La puntuación de ACT-25 woot woot.
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J'ai été d'emballage pour les deux derniers jours, se prépare à emménager dans la nouvelle maison. i la nuit dernière a progressé de 4 heures til bien ce matin, la lecture de Sarah Dessen écouter. toujours pas fait et il était vraiment difficile de mettre bas, mais je n'aime absolument son travail. Je recommande vivement ses livres. le seul, je n'ai lu cette berceuse ont été (si bien), vous avez probablement déjà vu me faire mention dans ses précédents postes et celui que je suis en train de lire. i aujourd'hui ont sans doute pour terminer le déplacement et dans une heure ou alors je suis volontaire pour une campagne pour des heures de service. just thought I'd mise à jour car il est fondamentalement photos depuis ces derniers mois. Je viens d'être tellement occupé avec l'école et applications collège, ne peuvent tout simplement pas à suivre.

Jess xoxo
- re-takes pic hauts-Oct 22
- séance de photo-oct. 17
- perdu ma veste en cuir (où es-tu?)
- A obtenu robe Homecoming (chaussures doivent & accessoires)
- date de retour au bercail (s) lol-sierra & Cory yayyy
- SAT ont été samedi dernier
- Score ACT-25 woot woot.
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i've been packing for the past two days, getting ready to move into the new house. last night i was up til 4am well this morning, reading sarah dessen's just listen. still not done and it was really hard to put down, but I absolutely love her work. i highly recommend her books. the only one's i've read were this lullaby (sooo good) you've probably seen me mention it in previous posts and the one i'm currently reading.
today i probably have to finish moving and in an hour or so I'm volunteering for a campaign for service hours. just thought i'd update since it's basically been pictures for these past few months. i've just been so busy with school & college apps, just can't keep up.

xoxo jess

- senior pic re-takes- Oct 22
- photo shoot- oct. 17
- lost my leather jacket (where art thou?)
- got homecoming dress (need shoes & accessories)
- homecoming date(s) lol -sierra & cory yayyy
- SATs were this past saturday
- ACT score- 25 woot woot.

yea i just decided to translate this is spanish & french =]

lucky

"Somehow, God is gracious enough to give us a few of those people, people you can stretch into, people who don't go away, and whom you wouldn't want to go away, even if they offered to."

- Lauren Winner
+Girl Meets God

update:
just got back from a 8hr drive from philadelphia
the place was awesome..reminded me of new york but without the craziness.
you walk outside your hotel at 8am and it's actually quiet yet it's so city-like and by the time you walk out of a building at 6:30 it's rush hour traffic and by 10pm the drunks come out haha i really liked it..took a tour of temple university. LOVED their art school. the building and exhibits are amazing.

pics soon...i know i keep saying that but really there are so many I have to go through all of them to see which ones depict my experience without bombarding you with "meaningless" pics

this year.

i want to find out about

ME!!!!!

it sounds easy but its going to be a toughy..might take years. =/
-the thing to do is to figure out what your beliefs are but the challenge is to live with it and learn to embody and embrace what we believe in, in spite of surrounding, media, parents, or any other faith influencers.


"we all share the same origin, our mothers; all of us come in at the same door."

haha nicely put.

lakers 110 to 109

it baffles me how i'm STILL living out of a suitcase when i've been here for friggin 5 MONTHS. i'm tired of it. i'm tired of living a limited life. i'm tired of wanting things to be my way but yet wanting to give at the same time. i'm tired of believing i deserve the best when really i get the bare minimum. i'm tired of addressing issues and people saying they're going to fix it, when they don't even try. i'm tired of taking 2 steps forward then being thrown 5 steps back. i'm tired of being the overachiever to outsiders when really i feel like i'm average. i'm tired of being sad and careless damn near 24/7.

i'm tired, of being tired.
&
i'm tired of missing her::


my sister, my rock, my love, my support, my best friend
we both need each other in this time of need and i hate that i'm not there.


wanted to cope with everything so i went to the thrift music/book/dvd store
they didn't have anything i was looking for =[ (corrine bailey rae, musiq soulchild)
but i did discover the free section..copped a book on psychology and bought the shontelle cd..eh didn't really want it but i felt since i was in there for 45 min. looking for cds i HAD to buy something or it would've felt worthless and pointless =/

we had a snow day yesterday and 2-hr delay the day before
+ i want left eye's new album
+ i wanna go to the movies
+ i went in and said "i'm just going to wing it."...let's see how i did on that test later.
+ i have artist's block..no inspiration to draw/design/write/create anything

aunt gave me gift card to micheal's= art supplies...any suggestions?? leave a comment por favor

o! and brianna rouzan..love her life. haha she said she would send me a care package! =] (magazines, pictures, burn me cds, etc) she said i sounded like i was in prison. my response: damn near. i'm excited. finally someone agreed to do it. any other takers??? =]

&& i've had lions, tigers, and bears STUCK in my head for 3 days STRAIGHT. i've tried everything.

weekend

lately haven't been detailed. eh.

my mom finally got a car she sed i can drive it =D
friday went to my school's dance recital. . .NEXT.
then after me and mom went to see secret life of bees. phenomenal. dakota fanning truly worked her tail off! they either need to be nominated or win an oscar.
last night easy job:
babysitting a 7 month old baby. already sleep when i got there. made 45 cenoss! =D
today: looking at houses and goin to the mall. might spend some money

o yesterday before babysitting i went to this cool store called edward mckay's that's this used cd/book/video store. the cheapest prices!! i got 2 books for 7 bux (all together) and the beatles cd for 8 bux =] i was happy

research

yesterday i spent the day with aaryn and bro bro cj...went swimming and gave cj "the talk" lmao...well not quite but dang near, hung w. the fam...the whole shabang!

so me and aaryn have been doin a little bit of research...there are two malls [no forever 21], no black people [on myspace that go to my school], they dress five years prior than what we wear now [not good!!!]...so you kno what this means right??? 1) buy clothes BEFORE i get there. 2) hang w. bria & larry every weekend 3) find some attractive black boys in the area 4) make sure not to get caught up in the urban wear.

okay i know i sound superficial but these are crucial times in a teenage girl's highschool years. i have to survive somehow. o and i figured out that i can use the fone between 8-11 [txting wise] i would have to be up a little bit later to talk on the fone because supposedly it doesn't cost that much for long distance phone calls. i have to keep in touch with the friends as well as the cuties or else what am i gonna come back to on breaks??? i need something if north carolina can't provide.

and the school has a veryyy strict dress code. i say they just give us uniform and be done with it. that means i have to go out and buy polo's and turtle necks along with oxford shirts with slacks and dress shoes or ...i hate to say it...birkenstocks!!! ugh. although i will admit i used to want them back in the wildwood days when i wanted to be a hippie..then i figured out what weed was. =/ can you say live above the influence??

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for the past 30 minutes i have been searching for new books that i have to buy and this is utterly ridiculous. i'm taking the same classes yet i have to buy all new books except for ONE! how stupid is that??? the only good thing besides my best friend bria moving there w. her bf, is that they have a dance studio and an art studio...they have a dance team..but i'm a little skeptical on how my dancing is compared to there's on hip hop level lol and i still have to choose my sixth period...wonder what it'll be. it's between photography and art. probably will choose photography although i do want to better my skills in the drawing department. well whatever it is, it better be a good program.

it's like i'm coping with the fact that we're moving but whenever my mom talks about it i get all angry. i guess my philosophy or logic on it all is okay yes i can accept it, but that doesn't mean i have to talk about it. i can't show any excitement [trust me i'm not] or else she'll think it's okay to talk about the situation.


...that dog better be cute cuz it'll be my only friend.

finals

so this is me "studying" for finals





got some new books today frm english teacher...dnt kno if i'll read them




got bored with studying so i did this to my sewing machine:


and this to my leg lol