lakers 110 to 109

it baffles me how i'm STILL living out of a suitcase when i've been here for friggin 5 MONTHS. i'm tired of it. i'm tired of living a limited life. i'm tired of wanting things to be my way but yet wanting to give at the same time. i'm tired of believing i deserve the best when really i get the bare minimum. i'm tired of addressing issues and people saying they're going to fix it, when they don't even try. i'm tired of taking 2 steps forward then being thrown 5 steps back. i'm tired of being the overachiever to outsiders when really i feel like i'm average. i'm tired of being sad and careless damn near 24/7.

i'm tired, of being tired.
&
i'm tired of missing her::


my sister, my rock, my love, my support, my best friend
we both need each other in this time of need and i hate that i'm not there.


wanted to cope with everything so i went to the thrift music/book/dvd store
they didn't have anything i was looking for =[ (corrine bailey rae, musiq soulchild)
but i did discover the free section..copped a book on psychology and bought the shontelle cd..eh didn't really want it but i felt since i was in there for 45 min. looking for cds i HAD to buy something or it would've felt worthless and pointless =/

we had a snow day yesterday and 2-hr delay the day before
+ i want left eye's new album
+ i wanna go to the movies
+ i went in and said "i'm just going to wing it."...let's see how i did on that test later.
+ i have artist's block..no inspiration to draw/design/write/create anything

aunt gave me gift card to micheal's= art supplies...any suggestions?? leave a comment por favor

o! and brianna rouzan..love her life. haha she said she would send me a care package! =] (magazines, pictures, burn me cds, etc) she said i sounded like i was in prison. my response: damn near. i'm excited. finally someone agreed to do it. any other takers??? =]

&& i've had lions, tigers, and bears STUCK in my head for 3 days STRAIGHT. i've tried everything.