lakers 110 to 109

it baffles me how i'm STILL living out of a suitcase when i've been here for friggin 5 MONTHS. i'm tired of it. i'm tired of living a limited life. i'm tired of wanting things to be my way but yet wanting to give at the same time. i'm tired of believing i deserve the best when really i get the bare minimum. i'm tired of addressing issues and people saying they're going to fix it, when they don't even try. i'm tired of taking 2 steps forward then being thrown 5 steps back. i'm tired of being the overachiever to outsiders when really i feel like i'm average. i'm tired of being sad and careless damn near 24/7.

i'm tired, of being tired.
&
i'm tired of missing her::


my sister, my rock, my love, my support, my best friend
we both need each other in this time of need and i hate that i'm not there.


wanted to cope with everything so i went to the thrift music/book/dvd store
they didn't have anything i was looking for =[ (corrine bailey rae, musiq soulchild)
but i did discover the free section..copped a book on psychology and bought the shontelle cd..eh didn't really want it but i felt since i was in there for 45 min. looking for cds i HAD to buy something or it would've felt worthless and pointless =/

we had a snow day yesterday and 2-hr delay the day before
+ i want left eye's new album
+ i wanna go to the movies
+ i went in and said "i'm just going to wing it."...let's see how i did on that test later.
+ i have artist's block..no inspiration to draw/design/write/create anything

aunt gave me gift card to micheal's= art supplies...any suggestions?? leave a comment por favor

o! and brianna rouzan..love her life. haha she said she would send me a care package! =] (magazines, pictures, burn me cds, etc) she said i sounded like i was in prison. my response: damn near. i'm excited. finally someone agreed to do it. any other takers??? =]

&& i've had lions, tigers, and bears STUCK in my head for 3 days STRAIGHT. i've tried everything.

crotch shots

experimenting with the camera lol
boredom strikes again..











o this week:
+find out some of my finals' grades:
-art: 96
-ap history: ... rather not speak on it
-ap biology: watever 11/12 is lol
-h. math: 86!! =D better than an F
-ap lit: 97!!
-morality...he's slow. so i dnt know my grade

+switched from honors to cp class for math..honors isn't worth a bad grade..can you say easy a??
+say dance theatre of harlem (thursday)
+monday no school
+tuesday another snow day NO SCHOOL = inauguration...SLEPT ALLLL DAY!
+friday
-shane's jv basketball game...they lost.
-drama that night
-saw vonii! (yes with two i's) he had a step show tonight so i wish him luck =]
+saturday (today)
-babysat--> $28__=/ eh.
-mall to turn in apps..got distracted--> 3 articles of clothing. all together: $23...there goes that money i just made lol. it was worth it though


found a dance studio:
greensboro performing arts
check it.

http://www.greensboroperformingarts.com/


fees:
$35- new students
$45- costumes in feb.
classes
30 min- $40
45 min- $44
60 min- $48
75 min- $52
90 min- $ 58

gotta choose between:
-teen/adult ballet I
-Floor Barre
-Ballet II

leave comments for suggestions =]

watever.

it snowed. delay 2 hrs of school (last week) school started at 10:30 sure did sleep in til 9 =]























here are my many attempts to try and take a good photo outside my window lol
o and some are dark because it was 6am not cuz i'm a horrible "photographer" ha.