its been extremely hot lately (I blame it on global warming)..91 degrees 2/3 days in a row.
+mad at the school for not letting girls wear anything but pants. I would totally break out my shorts.
+good for track...except for the lack of hydration.
didn't win the bidding on ebay..no nikon d60 for me
+went to bed as the highest bidder ($90) woke up to: $310! waaat?
schools been kicking my ass thats why no frequent everyday postings
+& why I'm posting from my phone. no time for computer
+3 AP classes. mann o man.
so I thought I'd let off a bit of steam this weekend
+friday: movies-obsessed!!! haha the ending was hilarious..I won't spoil for those who haven't seen it. bt go see it!..after, since it was 80 at 9:30 at night went to coldstone's...yes they have one here. haha
+saturday: practice..as usual...studied..step show @ uncg to see vonii & his team they were better than the college fraternities. after went to ganache ..received 2 stale chocolate cupcakes w. that disgusting frosting not the sugary kind.
+sunday (today): studied..chipotle..studied..break..brave new voice..never really returned to studying.
farthest along for fashion show..turning out really nice
+due this friday
track: 5th in state for field event, 2nd in the state for 4x200, 4th in state for 4x100, 8th for 200 meters
3 job oppurunities this summer: secretary, engineer ($125 a week), & restaurant hostess
I'm tireddddd
I miss them.
4.26.2009
mobile writings.
when I was peeved...
love is like the person u kno u never wanna meet. at first things are all cool, it does everything u want, loyal to ur heart, but somewhere down the line it fucks you over and you regret ever having met them.-j.Ro 1.25.09
in the car..
I open my eyes wide, swallow my pride, and walk in w. a smile becuz. well. I'd rather do that than see me fall flat just so they can show sympathy and give me a pat on my head. I stand tall so I can convince myself and u all that nothing could ever be wrong. but sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve a little to much to where u cnt even believe I'm alrite. -4.15.09
rap to primous:
I love you. wat the eff does that even. man I'd rather sit on some pretty green. u know cash rules everything around me cream. get the money, you know the rest. lets not evn front on who is the best. everybody I reign on this city right up there w. snoop dogg & diddy. u think u know bt u have no idea I get the best of both worlds like tila tequila. new york quiet down I need to make a sound and everyone goes hush went I touch the ground. right off that jet cuz I go world round. yea I'm pimpin all over the world like luda and bobby v. but u gotta remember aint nobody got ish on me :-p- 4.19.09
btdubs I'm not bisexual (tila tequila reference) and not that there's anything wrong with it jus clearing the air.
love is like the person u kno u never wanna meet. at first things are all cool, it does everything u want, loyal to ur heart, but somewhere down the line it fucks you over and you regret ever having met them.-j.Ro 1.25.09
in the car..
I open my eyes wide, swallow my pride, and walk in w. a smile becuz. well. I'd rather do that than see me fall flat just so they can show sympathy and give me a pat on my head. I stand tall so I can convince myself and u all that nothing could ever be wrong. but sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve a little to much to where u cnt even believe I'm alrite. -4.15.09
rap to primous:
I love you. wat the eff does that even. man I'd rather sit on some pretty green. u know cash rules everything around me cream. get the money, you know the rest. lets not evn front on who is the best. everybody I reign on this city right up there w. snoop dogg & diddy. u think u know bt u have no idea I get the best of both worlds like tila tequila. new york quiet down I need to make a sound and everyone goes hush went I touch the ground. right off that jet cuz I go world round. yea I'm pimpin all over the world like luda and bobby v. but u gotta remember aint nobody got ish on me :-p- 4.19.09
btdubs I'm not bisexual (tila tequila reference) and not that there's anything wrong with it jus clearing the air.
4.22.2009
LOL...literally
"i love love love this song, too bad the girl’s face is so fucking annoying. her silent acting is horrible."
-miss.lee
"4/20 is the stupidest, most pretentious, overused phrase ever. Supposedly it’s code for all the hippy stoners (4/20 dude, yeah!) and other stoners are supposed to be all (yeah bro, wow, you know 4/20 too dude, rock on, get blazed).
The funny thing about this whole little underground high times lingo is that EVERYONE pretty much thinks you’re a douche for speaking that way.
The reason? Your code really isn’t any kind of code at all. Everyone knows what the fuck it means. and you know what? Nobody gives a fuck. Stick your bong up your ass and light it bitches, you stupid, trendy pretentious fucks. You can smoke whenever the hell you want, do you really need a day to “celebrate” it? I mean, do people really need a reason to do anything at all? I guess so.
The only way 4/20 is significant is the actual DATE of 4/20 - Columbine, Waco incident, Hitler’s birthday, Prophet Muhammad’s birthday, day after Oklahoma City bombing … also the day they found Layne Staley’s body. Pish posh, fockers.
“I DON’T NEED WEED TO GET IN THE ZONE” -BC Nation"
-stacey s.
...this makes me like tumblr THAT much more.
-miss.lee
"4/20 is the stupidest, most pretentious, overused phrase ever. Supposedly it’s code for all the hippy stoners (4/20 dude, yeah!) and other stoners are supposed to be all (yeah bro, wow, you know 4/20 too dude, rock on, get blazed).
The funny thing about this whole little underground high times lingo is that EVERYONE pretty much thinks you’re a douche for speaking that way.
The reason? Your code really isn’t any kind of code at all. Everyone knows what the fuck it means. and you know what? Nobody gives a fuck. Stick your bong up your ass and light it bitches, you stupid, trendy pretentious fucks. You can smoke whenever the hell you want, do you really need a day to “celebrate” it? I mean, do people really need a reason to do anything at all? I guess so.
The only way 4/20 is significant is the actual DATE of 4/20 - Columbine, Waco incident, Hitler’s birthday, Prophet Muhammad’s birthday, day after Oklahoma City bombing … also the day they found Layne Staley’s body. Pish posh, fockers.
“I DON’T NEED WEED TO GET IN THE ZONE” -BC Nation"
-stacey s.
...this makes me like tumblr THAT much more.
jam day. please go...for me.
Today, I went on a first date with a guy that included dinner, pool and pretty good conversation. Around Midnight he yawned and said the beer was making him sleepy, so he took me home. I wasn’t tired so I changed and went out with some friends... and saw him on the dance floor. FML
o myyy how she is right:
"females let too much estrogen get in the way of common sense. think rationally before you argue ladies….
dumb bitches."
&
"we don’t talk the way we used to, and things haven’t been the same for some time but its okay i’m getting used to you not being by my side. "
me likey =]
"you kiss like you already came and that’s a lift and puller line for those without any game."
o myyy how she is right:
"females let too much estrogen get in the way of common sense. think rationally before you argue ladies….
dumb bitches."
&
"we don’t talk the way we used to, and things haven’t been the same for some time but its okay i’m getting used to you not being by my side. "
me likey =]
"you kiss like you already came and that’s a lift and puller line for those without any game."
hideous.
"I just like food too much, and I don't want to change. I spent so much of childhood trying to change, and I just got sick of it. ... I don't want to look like Britney Spears. I just don't want to. She's hideous."
-Beth Ditto (?) or becky..one of the two.
i literally [L]aughed [O]ut [L]oud for this one
4.20.2009
que??
so i never addressed this but what in the heck was cassie thinking with that hair cut??? or should i say half cut. watever. i don't like it. not that my opinion matters or anything but i'm just putting it out there. pick one: bald or long. shit i don't even care have it half bad and half short..but the length of her is so outrageous that it just shouldn't half be there.
-written 4.20
o. its sad how people aren't genuinely nice anymore and when someone actually is genuine about a situation we say "o, they were nice, I like them"...what has the world come to??
-written on 4/6/09 via mobile device.
moment of thought.
-written 4.20
o. its sad how people aren't genuinely nice anymore and when someone actually is genuine about a situation we say "o, they were nice, I like them"...what has the world come to??
-written on 4/6/09 via mobile device.
moment of thought.
anxiously waiting
as i bid on my a nikon d60 on ebay =/
just had a scare trying to outbid someone..yikes.
1day 23hrs couldn't go by any slower.
i know i haven't been posting as frequently...yea. no excuse just didn't feel like it. nothing i wanted to put out there.
major: photo journalism
2 universities have called interested =O
-academy of art university
-brooks institute of photography
just had a scare trying to outbid someone..yikes.
1day 23hrs couldn't go by any slower.
i know i haven't been posting as frequently...yea. no excuse just didn't feel like it. nothing i wanted to put out there.
major: photo journalism
2 universities have called interested =O
-academy of art university
-brooks institute of photography
4.16.2009
4.14.2009
what do you do after love?
so if you know me. you know that i have a shoe fetish. no not a foot fetish (i hate feet.) and every fashionable heel i see, they're are super expensive but i reminded myself that there is this site called gojane.com =] and every shoe is under 25 bux..don't quote me on that. but they have sandals, heels, wedges, clothes, accesories. everything. love it! you will see a purple strappy heel somewhere below from there =]
updates:
+track..improving.
+school is about to get tougher with 3 ap exams coming up.
+spring break..obviously not in l.a. since i'm blogging.
+went to joann's to get fabric and such for the fashion show
+got a chair from salvation army to paint for upcoming art project
+brave new voices...LOOOOOVE! THAT SHOW! it's like def jam poetry. but better. check it out.
+started writing again..as you can see from previous post.
+can't decide between a "normal" college or an hbcu..hmm not thinking about race fo r4 yrs..sounds like a good thought..yet i like diversity =/ tough decision. have until may to figure it out.
+went to the movies on sat. w. trina and jordan saw fast and furious. fun..met up at the mall w. adrian good timmesss (pics coming soon)
+bought new boots. only 15 bux! i seriously saved the economy by buying those shoes haha
_ex news. gah.
updates:
+track..improving.
+school is about to get tougher with 3 ap exams coming up.
+spring break..obviously not in l.a. since i'm blogging.
+went to joann's to get fabric and such for the fashion show
+got a chair from salvation army to paint for upcoming art project
+brave new voices...LOOOOOVE! THAT SHOW! it's like def jam poetry. but better. check it out.
+started writing again..as you can see from previous post.
+can't decide between a "normal" college or an hbcu..hmm not thinking about race fo r4 yrs..sounds like a good thought..yet i like diversity =/ tough decision. have until may to figure it out.
+went to the movies on sat. w. trina and jordan saw fast and furious. fun..met up at the mall w. adrian good timmesss (pics coming soon)
+bought new boots. only 15 bux! i seriously saved the economy by buying those shoes haha
_ex news. gah.
4.13.2009
i don't want to write.
i don't want to write.
writing equals opening up. emotions i don't want to face not even to myself
not even comfortable to cry in the privacy of my own room
contemplating on life and the things i've been through
being THIS close to walking the streets, begging for food to eat.
yes that was me.
getting eviction notices from the women that birthed me unexpectedly
not realizing that this was becoming a trend.
taking no acknowledgement that, that incident was the beginning of the end.
trying to survive hour by hour. trying not to think of climbing that tower of self-pity
standing strong in how i'm living, not breaking a sweat so that no one can see me sweat
and i climb these mountains of struggles. every night holding back the tears and true emotions that phase me.
every night standing strong and proud as a model for that woman who birthed me.
even though she gives me eviction notices i stand strong so that she won't notice
the pain and hurt that builds up inside.
and i run to poetry so that these feelings can subside
not looking for human companionship for the fear of judgement and sympathy
i don't need your sympathy unless you feel empathy. and that will never happen.
I take my walks through life as lessons
so that when I fall I can get back up and try again
relying on myself to keep it pushin, never to look back on the pain that i've been through
i focus on meaningless things so i don't have to think about the things that break me down.
I focus on tv so that I can watch spongebob a cartoon that will never make me frown.
I'd rather focus on other people's issues rather than my own
I'd rather deal with my mess that I call hair and pick up a hot comb
than deal with the reality that I should be facing
yet every day I wake up and face the new challenges that come my way.
see, i hate to write. o wait look, you just got a glimpse of my life.
writing equals opening up. emotions i don't want to face not even to myself
not even comfortable to cry in the privacy of my own room
contemplating on life and the things i've been through
being THIS close to walking the streets, begging for food to eat.
yes that was me.
getting eviction notices from the women that birthed me unexpectedly
not realizing that this was becoming a trend.
taking no acknowledgement that, that incident was the beginning of the end.
trying to survive hour by hour. trying not to think of climbing that tower of self-pity
standing strong in how i'm living, not breaking a sweat so that no one can see me sweat
and i climb these mountains of struggles. every night holding back the tears and true emotions that phase me.
every night standing strong and proud as a model for that woman who birthed me.
even though she gives me eviction notices i stand strong so that she won't notice
the pain and hurt that builds up inside.
and i run to poetry so that these feelings can subside
not looking for human companionship for the fear of judgement and sympathy
i don't need your sympathy unless you feel empathy. and that will never happen.
I take my walks through life as lessons
so that when I fall I can get back up and try again
relying on myself to keep it pushin, never to look back on the pain that i've been through
i focus on meaningless things so i don't have to think about the things that break me down.
I focus on tv so that I can watch spongebob a cartoon that will never make me frown.
I'd rather focus on other people's issues rather than my own
I'd rather deal with my mess that I call hair and pick up a hot comb
than deal with the reality that I should be facing
yet every day I wake up and face the new challenges that come my way.
see, i hate to write. o wait look, you just got a glimpse of my life.
4.05.2009
adrienne lima + a look inside my cpu
this has to be one of thee prettiest women i've seen but i'm sry her voice is HIDEOUS. just atrocious. she hosted a countdown for models on vh1 one time and my God! i couldn't bare it. she is definitely one of those models who shouldn't be a spokesperson. but i am definitely not going to hate on her for trying to make her mula ($$$).
blog crush! i loooove her blog =] so original and genuine
bohemian musings (click)!!
blog crush! i loooove her blog =] so original and genuine
bohemian musings (click)!!
4.03.2009
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