woopsie.

accidentally posted on other blog..o well.

PET PEEVES.
+people who make weird noises.
+" who underestimate you.
+" who say you don't try when you go above and beyond.

ever have one of those day where people just piss you off? welp. today was that for me.
all i have to say is: meat head.


NEW PROJECT. i'm excited. although it seems whenever i get excited about a project it turns out a bust.. but luckily it's not a group project. cuz they ruined my dress. velcro???? really? ugh. enough said.

but the new project is called CHAIR PROJECT! yay us. it's where we take an old chair, sand it down, put primer on it, then take an artist's work and imitate the work that they've done. i've chosen andy warhol...i'm kind of leaning towards keith haring he has awesome work too..especially stuff i can put on an old wooden chair.


my ideas to emulate.

keith haring:






famous andrew:





peace in the middle east.

mobile writings.

when I was peeved...

love is like the person u kno u never wanna meet. at first things are all cool, it does everything u want, loyal to ur heart, but somewhere down the line it fucks you over and you regret ever having met them.-j.Ro 1.25.09

in the car..
I open my eyes wide, swallow my pride, and walk in w. a smile becuz. well. I'd rather do that than see me fall flat just so they can show sympathy and give me a pat on my head. I stand tall so I can convince myself and u all that nothing could ever be wrong. but sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve a little to much to where u cnt even believe I'm alrite. -4.15.09

rap to primous:
I love you. wat the eff does that even. man I'd rather sit on some pretty green. u know cash rules everything around me cream. get the money, you know the rest. lets not evn front on who is the best. everybody I reign on this city right up there w. snoop dogg & diddy. u think u know bt u have no idea I get the best of both worlds like tila tequila. new york quiet down I need to make a sound and everyone goes hush went I touch the ground. right off that jet cuz I go world round. yea I'm pimpin all over the world like luda and bobby v. but u gotta remember aint nobody got ish on me :-p- 4.19.09

btdubs I'm not bisexual (tila tequila reference) and not that there's anything wrong with it jus clearing the air.

this is what i don't want.
to go after something i truly love, then succeed, then have it pulled right from under my feet.



it's happened too many times.




& i can't bear for it to happen again.

heads up

masss post of pics coming realllly soon like tomorrow soon cuz it's already 12 here i wanna say sumthn =]

so i have morality class first thing in the morning. and when i'm not half sleep i actually pay attention so we were on the subject of philosophy and morality. some interesting stuff i jotted down. nothing to really elaborate on.

what do they mean by right vs. wrong with decisions/situations
good vs. evil with people
salvation dealing with a higher power.

money, power, justice- the link between them and the freedom, rights of the people
money and power not really freedom but involves integrity.

how you are educated determines the cultural preference in which you set yourself within whether good or bad or whether you like it or not.

evil-> quote from mean girls (not exact) "there are 2 kinds of evil people: people who DO evil things and people who see evil things happen and don't do anything about it."

When can we classify the difference of when someone's being good or evil? It seems there's a thin line when it comes to interpretation and the point of view and also right vs. wrong comes into play to within decisions and situations. If you make "right" decisions then you will get a good outcome from.

**now again. this was during class when i probably should have been listening but i started getting wrapped up in my own thoughts which probably made since at the time but can't decipher at the moment.

moment of thought. *m.o.t.

it's interesting to me how people can say one thing and then do the total opposite. for instance, a girl in my class who is very republican says that she is for gay marriage but doesn't like polygamy. think about that. there can be homosexual relations within polygamy.

update::
- people are pissing me off at school. pretending they care about minorities or whatever you wanna label us but then go and say some racist comments. its ridiculous