so..

I came to a realizAtion. so I'm in north carolina. its officially been a week. lemme just say its been a long week. mom's overwhelmed. I'm tryna make the best of it. I feel like I've been eating my grandmother outta house and home lol..(old saying) if u don't get it it means that I feel like I've been eating everything n her house. this place is so much different than l.a. slower pace in all aspects. they walk like they don't have anywhere to go. well they don't. and they drive rediculously. bt I lost my aum symbol ring yesterday..prolly when I took off gloves for bio and today I lost my australian ring..idk wats goin on bt I had a realization that maybe this is just a sign for me to start over and not exactly forget the past bt start a new.

o today was my first racial encounter.

so I'm in study hall and some seniors are tlking and then this one chick asks "why do minorities get accepted to some colleges for the reason caucasians dnt?" I was thinking r u serious? while everyone else (all white) sayin "YEAAA!!" then she sed "yea they cn get into some school jus cuz they speak 2 languages. that's so unfair" I'm like wtf?! I hate how people cn be so smart yet so ignorant. and then the white boy chimes in saying "well rich people should just be able to jus get in w.out having to do anything. I mean since 'we' do make the rules and laws." that's ridiculous. I'm all for having an opinion and being able to debate about the topic bt that's just dumb. don't be stupid and let ur ego or want for supremacy stylistic mind lead u into stupidity.

good grief.

u kno that show exiled? well that's how I feel right now. in such a foreign land. u know minus the spoil brat part.

I'll keep u updated