i should be

studying for biology. but obviously i'm not.
i stayed home today because i was truly exhausted and could not get my homework done before 2. a shame. had to construct a whole paper in 1 1/2 hrs. it's probably really horrible. but i don't care at this point.

bt my mom insisted i take a personal day. so that's exactly what i did =]
mom's are the best. even though i'm still p.o.'d at her.
ANYWAYS...moving on

so i was tlkng to fern vern last night about his life and how one should just put out positive energy and you will receive positive feedback from the universe and as we were talking and i was giving him insight on what I think & stuff and I realized I really do like giving people advice and helping them with their situations and even though sometimes i get stuck, I think that would be even more of a reason to major in psychology...and probably minor in either dance or black studies. it's junior year and seriously they were not joking about how it's supposed to be the hardest year. mann how i miss freshmen year =/ all i can do is look forward to the future. i'm really trying to figure out my career though because I can't handle the "suit and tie" business thing. i have to do something pertaining to art in some way or form.

exploration is in order.
determination is key.
how cliche.


**i realllly wanna mac. leave a comment if you know where to find one cheap =] that's all i'm asking for christmas.