thrift it

grrr
i will most definately PAY somebody to shop at thrift stores for me in l.a. NO JOKE.
in all seriousness i love forever 21 but i miss my thrift stores more =/
better yet..who wants to shop for me if i give them the money..anywhere. you can be my personal stylist =D omg. i would love that.

who wants to take me up on the offer??

update: first day back at school. i was upp upp upppp. then i crashed and burned 7th period. o. and they obviously don't trust us because they just installed 10+ cameras..not the little tiny ones that were ALREADY there. you kno those huge white ones that can follow you around and the little black ones in the ball. that is SO creepy. and the fact that they were installing them right in front of us like they didn't have time over the holiday. at least be discreet about it haha
well luckily i got a head start on hw yesterday =]

+finished notes. test tomorrow
+finished math. hw for tonite
+finished one art piece. one more =]+ sketchbook assignment

it's horrible but i LOVE the show "the city" whitney is SUCH a sweetheart you can't help but love her. 30 minutes isn't enough for this show. + daddy's girls is premiering (watching it now) wonder how it's gunna turn out.
you know me this probably won't be the last post for the night...

p.s. i miss melrose

last week.

so it's my last week in los angeles. sad. don't want to go.
i want him to just take me away.

i'm getting attached dammit. i like him. there hasn't been anything like this. and of course just my luck i have to leave.

monday: ?? hopefully movies w. him
tuesday: melrose w. vernon
wednesday: dentist appointment in the morning
thursday: finally getting my hair done.
friday: go to airport at 11am, leave at 1...off to North Carolina.

ahh!!!!

first cavity filling tomorrow...kinda scared do those things hurt??

so yea the day at melrose bought a new journal...for poetry
idk if i'm gunna post all of it bt here's something

open your eyes to the realness of reality
just open them & you will see
breathe in the fresh sense of achieving although life's no bed of roses
yet it is up to you to keep believing.
belief, a word that requires courage
(you kno like the lion)
hear me roar into the infinite silence
because i used to be silenced.
covered with the muzzle that restrained me from reactionary movement of my lips
now my lips flap free without restraint,
yet sometimes i refrain from truly saying what i mean because i truly don't believe,
(you remmeber, like that lion)
can achieve what i ruly want that's meant to be.
what is meant to be?
to be free?
free of the muzzle of the lips
that no one takes control of?
free of the chains upon my wrists
that no one wants to take notice of?
the chains hold me back from touching upon the subjects of reality.
chains, shackles, whatever they are meant to be, they are not letting me be.
be what is intended because fate goes along with destiny
and no on can make my destiny but me
Although i talk with my free flowing lips,the subjects still haven't been touched
not grasped, but slipped right through my fingertips like sand because they are forbidden
Forbidden not to one but all.
Taboo, another word.
No not the game, but similar in it's likeness.
in a sense we are not allowd to speak of it but we tip toe around it like the big elephant in the room

"unnoticed"

as always

i was with aaryn =] gotta love her
went to the grove...talk about interesting night. some ppl are very opinionated. that night stayed up watching hip hop vs. america x baldwin hills x the boot
awkward silences when some ppl were over and tlked til 4 in the a.m.

*sigh* good times..

the next day was melrose x thrift shops x hollywood & vinee i got aaryn hooked on the vintage ahah