ahh!!!!

first cavity filling tomorrow...kinda scared do those things hurt??

so yea the day at melrose bought a new journal...for poetry
idk if i'm gunna post all of it bt here's something

open your eyes to the realness of reality
just open them & you will see
breathe in the fresh sense of achieving although life's no bed of roses
yet it is up to you to keep believing.
belief, a word that requires courage
(you kno like the lion)
hear me roar into the infinite silence
because i used to be silenced.
covered with the muzzle that restrained me from reactionary movement of my lips
now my lips flap free without restraint,
yet sometimes i refrain from truly saying what i mean because i truly don't believe,
(you remmeber, like that lion)
can achieve what i ruly want that's meant to be.
what is meant to be?
to be free?
free of the muzzle of the lips
that no one takes control of?
free of the chains upon my wrists
that no one wants to take notice of?
the chains hold me back from touching upon the subjects of reality.
chains, shackles, whatever they are meant to be, they are not letting me be.
be what is intended because fate goes along with destiny
and no on can make my destiny but me
Although i talk with my free flowing lips,the subjects still haven't been touched
not grasped, but slipped right through my fingertips like sand because they are forbidden
Forbidden not to one but all.
Taboo, another word.
No not the game, but similar in it's likeness.
in a sense we are not allowd to speak of it but we tip toe around it like the big elephant in the room

"unnoticed"