bangladesh

you ever have so much to say yet you just can't find the words to express it.

i'm all over the place. i don't even have a mood right now. i feel bipolar. sad.angry.confused.disappointed.anxious.worthless.helpless.ignored.rejected.frustrated.

the list goes on.

[he] wants to know what's wrong
but i can't even say anything
1) cuz it's partially about him
2) i'm not the one to bite my tongue but there's no way of even expressing myself
3) i'd be over exaggerating..in some people's eyes


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

funny how i went from
i miss you
+aaliyah

to:

you don't know my name
+ alicia keys
within a week.

p.s.wadafuxup??
do something brand new
i need to occupy myself with something other than the usual of school and you know what..i wish they had buses
1) to interact w. the general public
2) capture the "city" life
3) to discover new places.

but driving classes start monday..FINALLY. sheesh.

song that JUST popped in my head:
california dreamin
+ mamas and the papas