i must say

boys are confusing.
they act like we're the one's who are difficult when in reality we aren't at all. now i could totally break this down into topics into categories into subcategories bt im goin to spare you as well as my energy to type. i jus wanna let people kno that doodes don't know what they want or whenever they figure it out its all or nothing. all or nothing for a doode is sometimes not being able to stick to one person or nothing at at all. but we all kno they wanna have their cake and eat it too lol for some girls all or nothing is saying i want all of you want to be committed or none of you if you don't. like i sed this is just SOME i'm not stereotyping anyone this is just coming from me.

the thing i don't get is how are you going to invest your time and energy into liking someone for so long and intentionally not wanting it to go anywhere?? i don't see the point that's a waste of each other's time and i could be focusing on something that's worth it and i know where it's headed whether it be relationships, art, or dance.

also, hard to get. all relationships are, are a game of cat and mouse lol
someone always wants to be chased by the other becuase it shows their affection blah blah but i also know that some like to be the chaser because then they don't get bored. but sometimes i just wanna have someone. just be there. doesn't have to be a relationship. just someone you know who's always gonna be there.

bt i don't want this blog to become about relationships this is just giving you soundtrack to my brain hehe different 'songs' that can help explain the 'movie' aka my personality =]

eh. i'm tired only 3 hrs of sleep cuz i danced til 3. wonderful feeling i must say...at the time ahah now i'm taking a nap and then sex in the city with ma ma. no school tomorrow..i'll see what my good friend grimes is doing

btw:: 2 more days of school and 3 days of finals! beach on last day =]