the week.

stress.
i keep having these mini- anxiety attacks
although i'm not really sure if u can call them mini if they're attacks...
well good thing is i haven't passed out yet.
3/4 days went to sleep @ 3am. they all varied.
i think my math teacher dislikes me w. a burning passion because he insists on giving me d's when i do exactly what he tells me (math wise.)

yesterday: track meet.
i was in the zone.
everything i visualized came true.
my blocks (start), long jump.
what i didn't visualize was being first at the finish line.
it is record people: first time i've EVER been last.
reason being: it was fuxking 30 degrees. who runs in 30 degrees??? my toes were numb. therefore sharp shooting numbing pains up my feet as i ran. i blame it on the weather.
came 2nd in long jump =] (1st: scratch. 2nd: 12" 4'. 3rd: 13 9.5) i can easily make it to 16 by states.
1st place: 14" 11'! tfw.

new art project (#3):
photo montage/collage
including family documents such as birth certificates, death certificates, passports, birthday cards; pictures: great-gp, gp, parents, children aka moi.; and actual objects: aruba coins, mom's track medal, aruba flag.
we'll see how this one goes.
i'll post the self-portrait (project #2) soon.

didn't talk to vernon for 2 weeks until last night. longest ever. i love that boy. we talked about him. won't elaborate. vern has straight a's guys! be happy.