le slouch

pros and cons

p.s. i still love


great movie. made me cry and i dnt usually do that. bleh.


ymca on a regular basis now.
gym in the morning 5-6am (monday, wednesday, friday)
yoga on saturday (8am) and sunday (3:15pm)

i'm feeling miserable out here.
knitting is therapeutic for me, done it since 4th grade. stopped
found yarn last night, lost needles.
maybe that will help me feel more sane.
michael's next weekend to pick some up
gunna make a le slouch hat =]]

the week.

stress.
i keep having these mini- anxiety attacks
although i'm not really sure if u can call them mini if they're attacks...
well good thing is i haven't passed out yet.
3/4 days went to sleep @ 3am. they all varied.
i think my math teacher dislikes me w. a burning passion because he insists on giving me d's when i do exactly what he tells me (math wise.)

yesterday: track meet.
i was in the zone.
everything i visualized came true.
my blocks (start), long jump.
what i didn't visualize was being first at the finish line.
it is record people: first time i've EVER been last.
reason being: it was fuxking 30 degrees. who runs in 30 degrees??? my toes were numb. therefore sharp shooting numbing pains up my feet as i ran. i blame it on the weather.
came 2nd in long jump =] (1st: scratch. 2nd: 12" 4'. 3rd: 13 9.5) i can easily make it to 16 by states.
1st place: 14" 11'! tfw.

new art project (#3):
photo montage/collage
including family documents such as birth certificates, death certificates, passports, birthday cards; pictures: great-gp, gp, parents, children aka moi.; and actual objects: aruba coins, mom's track medal, aruba flag.
we'll see how this one goes.
i'll post the self-portrait (project #2) soon.

didn't talk to vernon for 2 weeks until last night. longest ever. i love that boy. we talked about him. won't elaborate. vern has straight a's guys! be happy.

birthday fotos

now they are on facebook but i guess i could post some here.